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It's Still My Fault

Posted by Andrea on August 19, 2011 at 3:30 AM Comments comments (0)

I was always incomplete
Never had chakra
Or even a full heart beat,
And to make it worse
I was the less important half.
Always having to fake a smile
Or force a laugh
Because this world is too sad.
I was the half to make everyone mad,
Since it was always my fault
The one who was unloved
While others chose to ignore.
But I am grateful for what I have
And wouldn’t wish for more
Since all wishing does
Is make everything...

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Until the Next

Posted by Andrea on July 2, 2011 at 1:59 PM Comments comments (0)

 

I remember how strong my feelings were
How much I smiled when I thought of you.
In my head I would picture us together,
Even if it was too good to ever be true.
Everything you said made me laugh,
And your simple presence kept me happy.
But just as your life so easily cheered me,
It so easily broke me heart in half.
So after that, my feelings faded away,
Yet a small part of me wished they would stay.
It’s stupid, but do you ...

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Who's the One

Posted by Andrea on July 2, 2011 at 1:46 PM Comments comments (0)

I miss the feeling of love
Being as light as air
And having happiness to share.
But I guess times change
And people don’t stay the same.
I want to have something to remember,
To be able to be together.
Time passes as my urge grows,
Because there’s something you have to know
You’re the one.
Yet deep down in my heart
I don’t who actually won,
Who I’m really talking to
But I bet that it’s you,
...

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Who I Am

Posted by Andrea on July 1, 2011 at 2:01 AM Comments comments (0)

I face everyday like I have no past,
Like today might be my last
Because all that counts is who I am now
And who I will be tomorrow.
So why do you need to hear about before,
I don’t have to tell you any more
Because there’s nothing else you have to know.
I am no mystery,
You know everything from since you met me.
There’s no more to tell
I have nothing left to say,
It only matters who I am today.
My history isn’...

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My Other Half

Posted by Andrea on June 28, 2011 at 9:18 PM Comments comments (0)

Yes, you have met me
But there's another half
That's almost impossible to see
She's the one who's alone,
Stuck in the background,
Never meant to be shown.
But listen closely to hear a sound.
You'll hear her cry
And her whole whole body shake.
Only if you look closely,
You'll see that I'm the real fake.

I Don't Care

Posted by Andrea on May 7, 2011 at 3:38 PM Comments comments (0)

I don't give a damn
About your messed up shit.
I'm not taking this,
I won't loose; won't quit.
I don't come over here
To take you crap.
I'll even throw a punch,
Not some weak bitch slap.
So I don't care about you.
I just don't give a fuck!
You're a messed up person
That finally ran out of luck.
I'll put you in your place
And show you what's right
Because the way your taking
Only starts up a fight.
Don't go around walki...

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Money

Posted by Andrea on May 7, 2011 at 3:18 PM Comments comments (0)

Problems are what only came
Loosing everything through the years.
Nothing resolved, with all the same.
Being grown up; holding back tears.
Money starts to just disappear
As I have absolutely no place to stay
I wish my losses would just reappear
Because it'd be so hard to go away.
I end up on the crowded streets,
With my whole family suffering.
Freezing and begging for sheets
Over those extra sweets and treats.
I must somehow repay my ...

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My Happily Ever After

Posted by Andrea on May 7, 2011 at 3:16 PM Comments comments (0)

This is my happily ever after
But that doesn’t mean it’s a great end
Because I loved being so close
Yet wanted you more than a friend
Over and over I tell myself to forget
All the romantic feelings I hold
Each time I fail, making me fall harder
I wish I had went up to you and told
No matter how stupid you can be
Even if blind, it’s possible to see
Because it’s all super obvious
Yet I still don’t feel like I&#...

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Single Awareness

Posted by Andrea on February 14, 2011 at 8:15 PM Comments comments (0)

Everyone out there and in the world

Is surrounded in love and romance

Unless you are like me and lonely

Because you lost your only chance

 


No one realizes how alone they are

Until everyone is together and close

In a huge crowd, but you’re still on your own

As your heart hardened and froze

 


It is called Valentines’ Day by most

In reality it’s Single Awareness Day

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Number Five

Posted by Andrea on January 20, 2011 at 4:54 PM Comments comments (0)

My mind is overrun by doubt

Because his rejection is all I can think about

I want him to need me there

For us to be the perfect pair

When she leaves, it's my last chance

If I miss, I must savor my final glance

In the end, she does break up with you

But you don't want to believe it's true

Yo...

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